Friday, August 24, 2012

Little bit about me and my struggle with pcos

Let me start by saying I have never done a blog before. So my blog is a combination of two things. First its about my newly diagnosed Poly cystic Ovarian Syndrome and second my crazy ass life. It should really be titled my 50 shades of fucked up and PCOS is taking over my life, but that wouldn't fit. Here is a brief history about me. I am 24 with a birthday that's fast approaching (more on why that's important later) Going to school at the University of Toledo. This blog is an assignment. I am currently unemployed, going to school and on the side I take care of my 3 god children. I was diagnosed with PCOS about a year ago. The crazy thing is I didn't take it serious until recently. I put it off like it would magically disappear. But my symptoms got worse, the hairs kept growing in places it shouldn't, my middle got rounder and one day I looked at a picture of me that someone had taken. I didn't even recognize myself. This face I was staring at wasn't mine, couldn't be,there is no way I let myself go like that. (Posting pictures later). As I stared at this picture it accured to me that not only did I not recognize this person at some point I stopped loving this person. I was in such a depression. I didn't know where to start, I had to get out of this funk. Find myself again and better my life. It took me awhile to come around but now I am a woman with a plan. My birthday is in less than 3 months, with in this time I am striving to have lost 30 pounds or more. I lost 10 pounds last month so for. I know am on the right track. With a little more work and allot of sweat I will get there. I hope my blog helps you get inspired . This is my life, my struggles and what I hope are my victory of a happier&skinner me.

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