finished song

Not going to be afraid of the mirror

         So I have had a really hard time with body image. I have never really liked what I see in the mirror. This has been a struggle, I would say my whole life. I was skinny as a child, all they way through high School, up till collage. I gained weight fast. it was like a switch. My PCOS took over my life but back then I had no idea what it was I thought it was college 15. If your unformillier with the college 15 its when freshmen gain 15 pounds the first year due to stress. Well I never stopped gaining. Going from 120  to 190 in the span of 4 years. none of this helped my self esteem. Getting the news and learning about pcos I have found it even harder for me and my self esteem. I don't like what I see in the mirror, so I gave up. Going as far to avoid even looking at a mirror. Picking cloths that where comfortable over flattering. WELL ENOUGH, I FROM THIS MOMENT WILL TRY AND BE THE BEST ME I CAN POSSIBLE BE.  No more leaving the house with out thinking about what I have on and what I look like. Make up, cloths, hair the whole nine. This is my revelation of the week on top of my weight loss which I have not been doing my best. Back at it, no more slacking.

New me New look.

My blog will be going through a face lift. There some things that will be deleted and things that will be moved. I'm getting back on my weight loss journey starting tomorrow. This week will test my mind and my body. I have one month to lose 20 pounds. That's my goal, and I intend to stick to it. I am also changing my looks up a little. Their is  a poll on the side to get your opinion. I'm thinking of getting a perm, big wavy curls, or cutting it supper short. I need a change after my break up, I feel like i need to renovate myself. I would love to hear from some of you on your thoughts so leave a comment or two.

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music Sharing

This is for my class and the difference on sharing. There sizes and there differences.

AAC 96 kbits its a better way of sharing more compressed and not so choppy.
MP3 128 kbits this is the most common share type.
AIFF 16 bits the biggest file size and its the apple version of sharing.

 The only real difference i heard was in the volume. AIFFs are much louder then MP3s. I really didn't hear any other difference. If i were to rip all my music i would rip them all as AAC. better quality but they take up a little more space.

This weekend

This weekend is a lot like last weekend, to busy for me to cetch my breath. I have homework estate sale overan cancer walk and a date night with my best friend. Oh and can't forget about church on sunday. Up and todays only friday 3 days of packedness that's a word just made it up.

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