Not going to be afraid of the mirror

         So I have had a really hard time with body image. I have never really liked what I see in the mirror. This has been a struggle, I would say my whole life. I was skinny as a child, all they way through high School, up till collage. I gained weight fast. it was like a switch. My PCOS took over my life but back then I had no idea what it was I thought it was college 15. If your unformillier with the college 15 its when freshmen gain 15 pounds the first year due to stress. Well I never stopped gaining. Going from 120  to 190 in the span of 4 years. none of this helped my self esteem. Getting the news and learning about pcos I have found it even harder for me and my self esteem. I don't like what I see in the mirror, so I gave up. Going as far to avoid even looking at a mirror. Picking cloths that where comfortable over flattering. WELL ENOUGH, I FROM THIS MOMENT WILL TRY AND BE THE BEST ME I CAN POSSIBLE BE.  No more leaving the house with out thinking about what I have on and what I look like. Make up, cloths, hair the whole nine. This is my revelation of the week on top of my weight loss which I have not been doing my best. Back at it, no more slacking.